Hart Crane, on the Failure of Poetry
I’d visited the sailors’
quarters of
the Orizaba, past Cuba.
I’d read The Tempest
in Venice, a few eccentrics
and gulls
to talk Melville to;
an incoherence.
It hasn’t been easy.
A cold shoulder
in Pasadena,
Chaplin’s “Carcassonne.”
At the same industry
party urinal,
Ramón Novarro
came, swallowing me . . .
The first attempt
by iodine,
a few drops, and a bottle
of mercurochrome,
leaving my inheritance
to a sailor
one Sunday brunch,
having razored
my own face (by Siquieros!)
raving, incoherent,
already drunk. Without
an income—
Sailors. Plenty
in fact, like Honeyboy,
the stoker
from battleship
Wyoming with
coal-stained hands. And
Alfredo, the Maximo
Gomez docked
in Havana harbor.
A hurricane—what luck!
I never could stand
so much
falsetto, this badinage
about “flying” being better
than “sailing,” since
I’d been fisted by
a pilot in Los Angeles,
that “great pink
vacuum of marvelous
blvds. and pink
sunsets” and rum,
splashed
with garden lime,
stolen from
mother’s Sunset
bungalow;
birds-of-paradise!
Uncensored,
raw, she’d burn
my letters, the good ones.
“That terrible virus
of criticism,”
my affliction.
My white Spitz,
Paloma.
A pet
parrot, Attaboy.
Herman Melville;
Poe. I did not
love Wise,
that frail Millionaire
gobbling caviar
with port, and later
in Mexico
the scandal of jailtime;
an Indian
servant boy. . .
A Guggenheim. Oh Emil,
sailed to Los Angeles
on SS California!
A Bacardi quart,
five “complete” men
attacked us leaving him
sprawled across
the docks, unconscious.
Our reunion,
a hate crime—
Hollywood.
Fierce young
faeries reciting
Rimbaud,
a shadow.
Nocturnal
beatings,
binging, arrests;
gravity.
A mystical poverty
before I folded
my coat, over
the railing.
Tropic of Cancer.
My quarrelling
life, enthralled—
You know, you already know,
I’d vaulted
into the byzantine
glittering metaphor…
Lord Alfred Douglas, on Gay Marriage
We mostly wed the irony
we hardly touched, in Napoli.
Miguel Murphy is the author recently of Detainee, a collection of poems. He lives in Southern California where he teaches at Santa Monica College.