If You Have to Die, Let Me
be your maggot.
When I climb
in through your cheek,
you’ll greet me
gaping, skin
like honeycomb.
Your sweetness
dripping out
each pore.
You won’t stir
a sound, just smile
steady. Each morning
I’ll wake smelling
of you and everywhere
I’ll look is you; the sky,
your ribs; the ground,
your spine. While your skin
strips away like petals
from a flower, I can leap
across your open
palm finger to finger
without you
clenching down. Encased
in the sleeping bag
of your arteries, I’ll toss
between tendons, bathe
in your bowels, burrow
my body in your lung.
Gliding along your aorta,
I won’t worry about where
your heart lies, or my place
in it. I’ll know
what it tastes like.
I’ll writhe among your
lingering pieces as they blend
with liver and spleen,
which at this point
are both useless
except to me. Come night
I’ll lay my body
on the pillow of your brain
to ask about your day
as if you could answer,
as if you could leave.Claire Denson is a Poetry Reader for The Adroit Journal and holds an MFA from UNC Greensboro, where she served as Editorial Intern for The Greensboro Review. Her work appears or is forthcoming in The Massachusetts Review, Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Stirring, and Hobart, among others. You can find her at clairedenson.com.