08/24/2010
SHAKESPEARE
Some of the liabilities of college are the same as assets in other parts of life. Like girlfriends. They can help you go to work. They can give you a false recommendation. This is an asset. Before that they can steal from you. Like your CDs that you really loved. Parliament. Cigarettes. She stole it and now I have to buy it again. But I still have the liner notes and the case, but there is no CD in there and it is like a tragedy that Shakespeare could have written in his comparative literature class when he was supposed to be studying how lectures are given. He would call on the Queen if he were the lecturer. How she had a private education. Queens are like celebrity children. They do not have to study because most of their brains are dedicated to the workings of being rich. It is taxing. There are mores. I think about Shakespeare's favorite subject: It would have been American studies. He could write a tragedy about the president's son who was suicidal. He could plagiarize himself which is often done. There may not be more than allegories. A story may only have so many villains. Otherwise, it is pornographic.
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SLAVES
I dream about having a typewriter that can only do so many things. How my computer is my slave. I think about, if I had a real slave and I worked it like I work a real computer, I would not be able to handle more slaves in white gloves. I would have to work to come up with things for the other slaves to do because my first slave handles most of my business. Of course, I could amass a fortune by having many slaves. I would still have to decide what to use them for, and that comes probably after I have them. Like someone gave them to me. Like my slaves were presents from my father-in-law and I had to make things up like comb my hair out or fasten my shoe. How strange that would be not to dress myself. I can see how fashion got to the corset because a woman needed to have something for her maids to do. Many people would like to have a slave or a maid. To clean up. Just to clean up, but you see how that can snowball. Like it is hot in Virginia and you buy someone to fan you. Abolitionists came up with the ceiling fan and the shoe horn.
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PANTHEON
There is a way to have a personal pantheon. You can collect a codex of all of the phone numbers you have gotten since college. Those people with Audis who park on lawns in downtrodden neighborhoods. They can be a scourge. They can know where all the dealers live and have phone numbers plugged into a mobile phone. They can return from years abroad and the phone numbers are still good like they are on a soap opera. Little changes. Since college, you have put time aside to e-mail your friends about reunion. The way they call everything college like there is a servant class, but there are universities in every state like Europe. How I am not talking about Australia. The dealers' lawns can have a pit bull scrounging in the mud. Chained to a fence because cruelty is acceptable in the city. You can pass by there and wonder if that was your friend you saw on the porch. This can be the way you are a detective. You can watch old episodes of Law & Order, to feel like you are solving crimes from your bedroom. The television is the last place you look for companionship, but it is always there for you.
---------- Yvette Johnson is a native Los Angelena.
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