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Nirvana’s on cause Nirvana’s playing. She smiles and She’s got this dress on, And she’s got these And it’s perfect Medium Americano, And I think And she says especially the espresso. And I nod which I say as I hand over Then she smiles
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Wake up suddenly, like the seraphim proclaim: A ladder leads to heaven and drops back down again. I laugh, kiss you and add: because you were always making these profound, absurd pronouncements, always entangling me with the eternal. Once you saw angels When you’re in the bathroom I can’t Help It. then retreats.
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You can’t throw someone’s dying wish away, so we keep the guitar, unused, held captive by the closet, buried by an abandoned comic book collection born from a mutual obsession with Saturday cartoons. We all arrived on Saturday. I remember being dressed in my finest Wisconsin summer camp Shabbat clothes when our mother called. She was past the point of being broken and said plainly in her familiar way of calm, sweet sorrow.
Amassed at the airport, our family spread across the map converged in the center. We went to Memphis to wait and watch you die. There, huddled together as our You had a week exactly.
They told you only that your body couldn’t bear the transplant, not that this meant you’d die in a week. So you went about as you always did, demanding things—a that should have been enough. Surely one last smile was worth the money. So before we unpacked or got our bearings about us, we found ourselves parked to meet you outside a retail music store sandwiched somewhere in a strip mall. As we arrived, I saw you for the first time in months, emerging with your unknowing, dying wish and grin from ear to ear.
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Swimming with the hearts with the spoon. Mom washed it so carefully . . . She’ll wash it soon, and raw against the world. |